Last year I entered the contest with a submission about my first year of fly-fishing. I didn't win, and when I opened the Autumn 2012 edition of FlyRod & Reel magazine to see Dave Karczynski's entry, "Awake in the Moonlight: Notes at Hex time," I understood why.
May 29, 2012
Traver
Fly-Fishing Writing Award
Fly
Rod & Reel MagazineP.O. Box 370
Camden, Maine 04843
Dear
Sirs:
I
am new to fly-fishing, but not fishing.
As you will learn from my essay, which I respectfully submit for your
consideration, the culture and the sport itself have drawn me unexpectedly to the
Robert Traver writing contest.
Just
two days after my conversion to the sport, which I write about, I discovered
references to Trout Madness. I could
not purchase it quickly enough in Seattle, and had to venture into the open sea
of the Internet to find a used copy offered for $5.97 by the Goodwill of
Southwest Florida. Amazon’s shipping and
handling added another $3.99, but within days I had my prized catch for just
under $10 bucks.
Quotes
and other sentiments of Mr. Traver speckle my essay like the trout I enjoy
fishing for. I only made the connection mid-way
through my essay that the author of Trout
Madness was also John D. Voelker.
Soon my wife and I were watching Jimmy Stewart walk through the door of
his house in Anatomy of a Murder. “Look,” I told my wife, “he’s carrying fly
rods and newly caught trout!”
And
so, regardless of the outcome of this contest, I have thoroughly enjoyed the
experience both of learning about Mr. Traver and constructing an essay that I
hope you enjoy.
Sincerely,
Greg Shaw
Washington state
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--Norman Maclean
1.
This is the story, set to my own four count rhythm,
of a first year fly fishing. But this
fish story starts, of all places, not in the water but on a baseball
diamond. In the country, where I lived
and grew up in rural Oklahoma, baseball and fishing went together like fried
chicken and church on Sunday. If we
weren’t working we were on a ball field, a farm pond or a creek bed. I remember being happily surprised the first
time I learned that Ted Williams had become a world-class fisherman after his
retirement from the Boston Red Sox. Baseball is a sport that has inspired
writers in much the same way fly fishing has.
In fact, I’d like to weigh these respective bookshelves to see which
genre has the edge. Pitcher and writer Jim Bouton wrote in Ball Four, "You spend your whole life gripping a baseball, and
at the end you realize that it was the other way around." Do we
grip what we love or does what we love grip us?
In such an economical, literary way Bouton reminds us of the
self-absorption of our youth and the inevitable realization later in life that
our history and our culture reach out through the generations (and, yes, the
waters) to grab us and hold us fast.
I got to thinking about that the other day as the Winston
5-weight fly rod I was gripping bent and twitched against the fight of a small coastal
cutthroat trout on the Middle Fork of the Snoqualmie River in Washington
state. In my left hand I held the
familiar cork handle of a graphite rod and in my fingers ran a silky fly line
which stretched out into the oblivion of cold water beyond a submerged boulder.
There in the rushing water of a Cascades snowmelt, a freckled trout – a good
size one for this stream -- had attacked my Hare’s Ear. The cutt dove deep into
a pool and then rose to the surface as my rod tip reached for the sky.